Some days I only wanna open the door. Go outside. Be free. Forget everything. Start something new.
When you try something, because... you wanna get it and… everything goes wrong… What can you do? There’s no energy, there's no hope... There's only one idea in your mind: go away.
I’m tired, yeah; I’m a little bit tired. Nothing is like I want. I don’t wanna hurt anybody, and maybe that’s what I’m doing. Some people give everything for you, they want the best for you, and… If you cannot reward them… You don’t feel well with yourself, they don’t feel well with themselves. Where is the fail? You’re not giving all that you can give. They think that they have the fault, that they have done something wrong with you.
Oh! Fuck! Wanna try it! Wanna try it harder than now! But I can’t! My mind doesn’t wanna work! Don’t know what happened with me! I’m so sorry. Sorry.
I’ll continue trying, not for me. Just for you, but it’s not easy.